I know that ranting about your own problems on the internet, worst thing to do. however… I was just told how worthless I am. How I have completly spilled all of my potential to live a decent life, as a decent human being. How stupid and selfish I am, and how I lack sympathy towards other humans.
I have also just been told, that I can’t become anything in life, and the only job that I would possibly be able to get, was to work in a supermarket… Well if they’d actually want me.
I am litterally scared of my mom, the way she constantly attacks me no matter what I do… The way that she is litterally trying to strip me from every sight of independence or anything like that.
I have been trying to respect her thus far, but this was indeed the last drop on both sides… I really just want to cut the connection to her and I, and just live with my father. I’m really just frustrated about the situation right now, and her constant attacks against me.
I really wish that she did not have that intense and offensive personality that she got.
Well, maybe the situation will clear up. However, I don’t think that will happen anytime soon though. So I will just hope for the best.
Also, I apologize for posting my own personal problems here on tumblr. I just needed to get it out.
I also wish that I could just tell my mother that I actually love her, but it is hard due to our current circumstances…